SUBLIME

SUBLIME
(22-03-09)

Today has never been different since I saw my life slip away from me. I am now a drifter with no sense of direction and lost in this never ending nightmare. I struggle everyday to make sense of what is going on and hang on just to stay alive. At this state, I am vulnerable. But it’s ironic that despite all of these I still have hope left in me and this is the only virtue that still makes me human.

I try to make things better and put things in the right perspective but nothing seems to fit. And this is getting frustrating and even more surreal. Have I lost my mind perhaps? I don’t know what is right and wrong any more. But still in the dark where I belong now there is still a speck of light shining through giving me even the slightest sense of hope that one day I will awaken from this nightmare that continually haunt me.