Of Love and Folly

It has been years since I gave my heart to someone special. But just like any other relationship it was not perfect. The feeling of loving was the most lasting memories I have. It's a shame it did not last for long. And for this reason I made a promise to myself "I will never love again."

Not until now that I have found someone again. At first it was casual, meeting him on the net for chats and for friendship. Keeping in mind that I will not fall for anyone ever again. But ours seemed different, that he was sincere and loving, honest and trustworthy. But what the heck! everything on the net is superficial. Despite this negativity about the net We continued our chats and started sending sms after giving each others phone numbers. Then came the invitation for the first date. A perfect opportunity to meet him in person and getting to know him more. To be honest enough when I saw him it was not love at first sight. He was shy and I could tell in his eyes that he felt the same with me. But nonetheless, we enjoyed each others company during the first date.

Before I know it I have fallen in love again. I don't know how but I did. Our relationship was nothing different from the first time. I was hurting in love even more and I dont know why. And I guess I have to remember that promise I made before that "I will never love again." I thought I can control love but I learned the hard way. Lessons learned: Never make assumptions that you can unless your pretty much sure what your doing. And never play with love or suffer the consequences.